Guidance 

I am living my daily life, going through the routine of work and evenings at home, but my focus is on my music. I'm having a hard time containing myself.  I'm so excited!    

I've continued to pray for guidance and I am getting it.  Sometimes God just plops thoughts into my mind, but he also communicates to me through other people.

One of the more recent thoughts that God plopped into my mind has been to work with the producer that supports the Milwaukee Chapter of the Nashville Songwriter's…

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Peace Baby 

I just had a wonderful weekend.  I attended a conference with a fun theme based on music from the 60’s and 70’s.  I got to know some friends better and I made some new friends.  I hung out with people of like mind and we shared our stories.  I sang, I laughed, and I cried.  I gained new insights.  At least 50 of us danced together on Saturday night without a drop of alcohol in our bloodstreams.  I left feeling peaceful, joyful, and contented.

Today, I’m back into my daily routine and I’m beat.  I…

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I've Been "Flocked" 

When I got to work this morning, I discovered I had been "flocked." A coworker had donated money to the Luekemia/Lymphoma Society. In return, she got to choose somebody to "flock," which meant a couple of other coworkers decorated my cube with streamers, balloons, and pink flamingos. I sat down in my cube and cried.

The contrast between the fear in my stomach and the fun, joyful decorations struck me. I had been feeling afraid and realized I was thinking negative thoughts about my future.

The fear…

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Late Bloomer 

I've been standing on the edge of the cliff for years. Today I am leaping off, trusting that God will either catch me or help me fly.

My writing, my music, and my healing journey are all bound up with one another. There is no way to separate them, so I've decided not to fight it anymore.

Yesterday I was spiraling downward. I had just written a list of things I need to do make my dreams a reality. I've been asking God for help, and he's been providing it. He's brought people and events into my life…

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