Stop trying to know what you cannot know. You are wearing out your mind. Just relax and listen. I will guide you in each moment.
You push your mind more than you push your physical body. No more pushing. Just go with the flow and listen.
Let go of doing things in advance in your mind. You will be capable in the moment you are doing them. Let go of the self-doubt. Hold on to faith in me.
Surrender is just union with me. It's what you want most. The more totally you surrender, the more peaceful you will be and the more "on purpose" you will be, even though your eyes cannot see beyond today. I will guide you, one day at a time.